Paying off debt, saving, and living simply all take planning, something I'm not as good at as I really thought.

I've really resisted planning things out because it seems to take so long. Am I just the kind of person that has to have something to complain about? It's probably just the fact that my Dysthymia and SAD get in the way of planning because they make it seem like so much work. In reality I don't like to take time away from what I want to do and I always think what I want to do is more important than anything else. Wow, I guess it's true that saying, "The truth hurts.", because that hurt to admit. I wonder how much I've messed up my family by always putting myself first? I guess I'm getting into things that might not have a place on this blog. Sorry about that.

I'm going to take small steps in planning so that I don't get frustrated when something unexpected happens because I don't want to fail and I don't want to give up.